Not much has really changed since I was a child. I was always quiet, shy and a bit of a tomboy. Most of my friends as a child were boys at the time, as I liked to wrestle with them and play video games. I did have some friends who were girls though, one was my best friend for years til we grew apart. For the most part though not much of me has changed, I still like video games to wrestle and I am still pretty shy and quiet, the biggest difference is I got taller and got relatively smarter.
I was a bit of a good kid on the outside but trouble maker on the inside. I was always on every ones good side and I'm guessing, because of that people just grew to love me (I still don't really understand why). I would often hear people saying "I love you/this girl" from people (ex. teachers, friends parents, family, etc) and to this day some of my old teachers still say that.
Although I was the "good kid" in school, at home I was still the good one compared to my brother but I would often go to my friends place to watch movies that my mother would have killed me, if she knew I watched (ex. IT, Chucky, etc).
Some times my uncle would allow me to get away with that too. I don't remember my age at the time but I remember when my uncle let me watch the "Kill Bill" movies and we swore then that we would never tell my mom bout that, years later however when I was 20 we finally told her.
Despite my mother being the type to not want her children watching bad movies like that, we were allowed to watch "Power Rangers", "Goosebumps" and on occasion I would watch "Ren and Stimpy" with my dad. My dad also allowed me to get away with stuff way more then my mom.
Normally one would have been scared of shows like Goosebumps but I found them interesting, only one episode really ended up scaring me, which was the "Living Dummy". That episode scared me for a few years and I could never look at a dummy the same after that, to this day dummies still kinda scare me.
Although I was a tomboy, I did still enjoy some girl like things, one big thing (which hasn't changed much to this day) was ponies, I loved My little pony. I fought tooth and nail when my mom tried to get rid of them when I was growing up, when she was going through them and packing them away to be given away or sold, I was going through the box when she wasn't looking and taking some out and hiding them.
Another thing I enjoyed was Barbie, but I didn't enjoy playing "house" or anything like that, I just liked to admire them and brush there hair. That always bugged my friends who were girls and enjoyed playing house, which is why I usually played with my friends who were boys.
Me, my bother and my sisters were such a handful for my parents though. We were crazy and scrapped a lot, like general siblings did. My two eldest sisters, Cara and Lacie, didn't always get along with my dad as he wasn't their real dad but despite that we never refere'd to each other as step sisters, mind you we didn't fight as often. My sisters mostly fought with eachother, where as me and my brother fought a lot. Although we did scrap a lot, we did look out for eachother.
My brother was the one who got in trouble a lot in school and one time he was getting to many slips for being in trouble, so on our way home from school I took his slips and ripped them up and hid them in the car graveyard by our school. Sure enough after a couple days though we got caught, but my brother still appreciated what I did for him then.
I don't believe I have changed much since then. Me and my brother still scrap a lot but despite that, I do still watch out for his back on times, and other times try to blackmail him. I get along with my sisters but still don't like listening to them bitch, which isn't as often, when they only call when they want a babysitter. Although I don't have as many guy friends anymore, I got myself girl friends who enjoy the same stuff I do. I still enjoy to wrestle with friends and family and playing my video games, but I also still enjoy some of my girl like things as My Little Pony.
I personally think i'm never gonna change and if I do... It won't be that far from what i'm like now.
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